Sep 07, 2003 10:19
I guess i should update eh? i've been slacking in everything i need to sit down and focus or something, but it's really hard to when you have so much on your mind and stuff.Not anything bad if that's what you're assuming, don't worry i'm not thinking about mostly bad stuff the whole time, just the fact that i have so much work,and not enough time to sit down and enjoy what i want to,and yes i may seem selfish,but when it comes to my family,my friends,and my husband i can really be that way because i love them all equally with all my heart and when i do feel that way i tend to have a selfish side to me at times.
Touring is good, we're doing a show on the 10th which i'm excited about.I can't wait to do it i don't know why THAT show exactly but yeah i'm excited about it like i said, it'll be fun.I'm looking forward to going home, whenever that will be i'm still looking forward to it.I miss my family and friends, i miss my room and my bed and my mom's cooking..oh yeah she's a good cook i don't know why you needed to know that but oh well she just is.I also want to get my own place for once and stop living with my parents,i mean come on i'm in my twenties and still living at home with my mom that's pretty sad.I want to get a place with Pierre so we can finally live together and actually act married you know what i mean? the hotels and tour buses don't exactly count as living together to me.I like to know that i have someplace of OUR OWN to come back to and relax and be with the one i love more than life itself.
And i'm rambling again,well at least this is longer than i expected it to be, and i'm writing it with some sort of intelligence, well i hope i am.Okay, well i'm off to find something to do for i don't know how long..whatever it takes to keep me occupied until i see my beautiful husband again, haha i sounded really cheesy right there oh well i love you Pierre.
Later.