you are my real sunshine
i never understood why my mom started crying the first time i showed her ben folds' "it sucks to grow up." i thought it was a lame/weird reaction, honestly. but now i know. and it's weird. i'm living in a whole nother element right now. i mean, i'm not saying that it's "grown up" or any bullshit like that, but i'm pretty sure it's leaning towards that inclination. so weird. so disconnected. so... exactly what you have been feeling this whole time that i could never understand/relate to.*<3*...but i can't say that anymore.