Jan 18, 2005 17:45
Well i havent updated in like forever...so i guess ill update now. Hmm...when was the last time i actually wrote about something that happened to me...Some time in December, which was a while ago, considering all that has happened. Well in a nut shell not that much has happened. There was a lot of drama(which i didnt want) that revolved around my friends and such...but now i think everything is ok w/ that. Right now i dont think there r ne boys who im lookin @ really. Which sucks for me....considering now i dont have ne one to ask to turnabout(all my friends have dates, and yet again im the only one w/o one)...so im pretty much screwed considering thats comin up in less than a month. I'll prolly just end up goin stag cuz lets face it...its gonna b pretty hard finding a date in this much time. I really need to find a guy all together...but i fuck up everything...so thats gonna b near impossible. Hmm...Well thats all i really wanna say about guys cuz thats pretty damn sad. So finals r this week and like usual, i didnt start studyin until yesterday...Oops..well whatcha gonna do? lol. I cannot wait for this weekend(yet another long one)...but i better do something this time...cuz last weekend i did absolutely nothing until Sunday night and that was pretty bad. Sunday-Monday should b fun considering im hangin out w/ Mo, Amy, Hollie, and a few other people...but i BETTER do something on Friday and Saturday too. So..yea. Bieschke and i r a lot better now. She's been really nice to me since last week and i really appreciate it. It makes me feel loved and wanted again! WOOT WOOT! Thanks to that! Meg and Senne have been awesome as usual and I'd just like to mention how much i LOVE hangin w/ u guys. U always make me laugh even when im in a bad mood. U brighten my day! I went to Bieschke and Senne's soccer game on Sunday and i loved it!! I wish i could go c u guys every week, but i have SYSO(orchestra)....O boy how fun.(that was sarcastic). I would SOO rather go c my girls play and kick some ass..but NOOOOO. Thats ok i guess. This summer the orchestra is taking a tour to Budapest, Prague and Vienna. I cannot wait for that!! O lordy...im so...nvm. HAHA. Well i got to get goin. I should start studying for finals...but knowing me ill procrastinate some....o well. Whatcha gonna do????