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Well i thought today was a good day when i realized how people hate it whenever im happy. Like i was walking around singing this song all day and whenever i was around one of my friends they were like "Jackie, shut up...i dont wanna hear it" and all i was doing was singing!! Some people would laugh after they said it, to make it out as a joke...but i could still tell they meant to tell me to shut up. Seriously whenever im just like humming a song or something...a lot of my friends would tell me to b quiet. More like 3 or 4, but it REALLY upsets me that i cant sing around my friends for whatever freakin reason they have! God, just b happy for me that im happy enough to sing...*sigh*. I seriously dont understand that. Its not like im torturing them by singing...well w/e. Im done bein mad about that...I'm just not in a good mood right now. I was during school and practice, but then i also realized that some people dont tell me stuff thats going on w/ them that might pertain to me. But practice was fun as a MO SO...lol. Only a few people would get that...but i HAD to put it in. I love how im gettin closer and closer to everyone in the play. Its awesome. Now i dont feel so out of the loop and people actaully talk to me! Its a great feeling to know that people actually repect u...well yeah. So today is kinda a day of mixed emotions...thats not good...but Im glad im not PMSing cuz otherwise this would b 100000000000000 times worse...