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Jan 31, 2005 15:12

I'm so ready for high school to be over. I realized that when people say that high school years are some of the best in your life...they're lying. It's bullshit. It isn't some nice place where you can just be with your friends. No..it's like all the people you thought you knew changed. Then everyone just gradually slips away. Someone who you thought was your best friend is nothing more than an acquantince now. Everyone's off doing their own thing. You become like a 3rd wheel...permenently. Nothing you say matters. I feel like I'm not the same anymore. No one is. Wanna know what the sad part is? I had to fight for this shit. All summer I fought with my dad so that I could stay in Arizona. So he would let me come back. I damaged what was left of our already tumultous relationship so I could stay for this bullshit. Now I'm thinking I should have just stayed in New York.

Yeah and only 1 person left a comment in my last 5 entries. How fucked up is that.
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