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Such a pissy day I started my period, I knew it was coming I was starting to have more cravings than usual . And so today I allowed my self to have some fat free red vines and then I ate a few m&ms during the day in total I think I had about a small fun size like 80 cals I would eat like 1 2 or 3 from a pack then give it to someone at work or my brother at home. So yeah It was either that or eat a whole pack I wanted to buy and didn't 200 cals or 80 cals... you pick.
THEN when I took a bite of a fig nuton? and tried to give it to a driver donovan he was like you only had one bite! i'm like I just wanted to taste it here eat it! my manager was like why would you buy a whole one then well thats how they come I said so I just wanted a taste of it then donovan said something like well only anorexic people do that! and sam my manager was like anorexics don't eat ( lie we do it just not that much ya know) and then he was like she's not anorexic it's bulimic and donovan was like she's not bulmic! and it was like yes she is right thats what you do eat a lot and then throw it up i'm looking like WTF but he had already known I was so I kinda just nodded like ok... ? and Donovan with his stupid self was like you bulimic bitch.
I'm like WTF? don't call me that! UGHHHHHHHHHH retarded! Just great perfect.
AND then this STUPID ASS DRIVER decides to go all perv on me! I'm outside the store it was SO DEAD and him Ben the driver like he's in his 30's and then donovan who is 20 was outside talking and stuff then donovan has a delivery so he drives off. i'm still out there with my naked juice and he was asking when are you going to get your teeth fix i'm like ( embarresed of course I mean... I have cracks in my two front teeth from seizures and bulimia...) so I'm like eh I dunno and we got into a conversation about my seizures then I go towards the door and he ask I just noticed your really big and i'm thinking at first since I kinda wasn't paying attention I thought he said they are kinda big meaning the cracks in my teeth and then he ask what size are you and my mind changes to of course what? like you think I'm huge as in FAT?!?! and i'm like.. I dunno? and he was like yeah they are really big lift them up ( I didn't reply and he asked) are they that firm then i'm like... WTF... he is talking about my chest!!! WTF? i'm like uh I was like uhm yeah I guess I don't do anything ( i dunno why I said that but thats what came out I felt stupid I didn't know how to react!) so then he was like what do you mean you don't do anything I'm like well uh I dunno I'm uh random I dunno. And he kept saying come here to like get in the car or I'm thinking so he could touch me so i'm like fuck that. And he said lift them up so I started to go to unlock the door don't ask why I didn't sooner... but yeah he was like you don't have to be nervous and i'm just looking in the door acting like hey dan! there are pizzas on the screen! and then a customer walks in so I go inside but come on!
Then when i'm cutting bread he comes behind me and slowly wraps his hands around my chest like almost to my stomach area. like on my ribs kinda I tense up and turn around and it's him then dan calls him and he goes away thanks god and well I tried to avoid him for the rest of his shift. He has done this to morgan a girl at my store too. reaching in her shirt saying her boobs are big and kissed her not on the lips but still. Fucking perv he is suppose to be someone who goes to church and has 6 kids and a WIFE what the hell would he do if someone did that to his little girls! PERV. I'm telling my manger tomorrow but I just don't touch the guy who knows how he would react! or what he will do!
damit...
so intake sucked today, naked juice V8 fusion juice. red vines and some m&m's... crappy... crappy crappy.
thanks mother nature...
THEN when I took a bite of a fig nuton? and tried to give it to a driver donovan he was like you only had one bite! i'm like I just wanted to taste it here eat it! my manager was like why would you buy a whole one then well thats how they come I said so I just wanted a taste of it then donovan said something like well only anorexic people do that! and sam my manager was like anorexics don't eat ( lie we do it just not that much ya know) and then he was like she's not anorexic it's bulimic and donovan was like she's not bulmic! and it was like yes she is right thats what you do eat a lot and then throw it up i'm looking like WTF but he had already known I was so I kinda just nodded like ok... ? and Donovan with his stupid self was like you bulimic bitch.
I'm like WTF? don't call me that! UGHHHHHHHHHH retarded! Just great perfect.
AND then this STUPID ASS DRIVER decides to go all perv on me! I'm outside the store it was SO DEAD and him Ben the driver like he's in his 30's and then donovan who is 20 was outside talking and stuff then donovan has a delivery so he drives off. i'm still out there with my naked juice and he was asking when are you going to get your teeth fix i'm like ( embarresed of course I mean... I have cracks in my two front teeth from seizures and bulimia...) so I'm like eh I dunno and we got into a conversation about my seizures then I go towards the door and he ask I just noticed your really big and i'm thinking at first since I kinda wasn't paying attention I thought he said they are kinda big meaning the cracks in my teeth and then he ask what size are you and my mind changes to of course what? like you think I'm huge as in FAT?!?! and i'm like.. I dunno? and he was like yeah they are really big lift them up ( I didn't reply and he asked) are they that firm then i'm like... WTF... he is talking about my chest!!! WTF? i'm like uh I was like uhm yeah I guess I don't do anything ( i dunno why I said that but thats what came out I felt stupid I didn't know how to react!) so then he was like what do you mean you don't do anything I'm like well uh I dunno I'm uh random I dunno. And he kept saying come here to like get in the car or I'm thinking so he could touch me so i'm like fuck that. And he said lift them up so I started to go to unlock the door don't ask why I didn't sooner... but yeah he was like you don't have to be nervous and i'm just looking in the door acting like hey dan! there are pizzas on the screen! and then a customer walks in so I go inside but come on!
Then when i'm cutting bread he comes behind me and slowly wraps his hands around my chest like almost to my stomach area. like on my ribs kinda I tense up and turn around and it's him then dan calls him and he goes away thanks god and well I tried to avoid him for the rest of his shift. He has done this to morgan a girl at my store too. reaching in her shirt saying her boobs are big and kissed her not on the lips but still. Fucking perv he is suppose to be someone who goes to church and has 6 kids and a WIFE what the hell would he do if someone did that to his little girls! PERV. I'm telling my manger tomorrow but I just don't touch the guy who knows how he would react! or what he will do!
damit...
so intake sucked today, naked juice V8 fusion juice. red vines and some m&m's... crappy... crappy crappy.
thanks mother nature...