May 15, 2005 11:04
Hey I am back ppl. Dont like Greatest Journal. As much as I say I am not afraid of death, I still hate it. It takes the people I love the most and leaves me all alone. My Uncle Gary has terminal cancer. And it totally sucks because he is so cool. He use to take me on his boat and we would just go out and have so much fun. I am going to miss him. Yesterday we went to a benifit to raise money so my Aunt Tonny could have some money after he dies. I hope she doesnt move to California cuzz I am going to miss her so much. O and JOsh Smith is such a dink. I mean he calls me and says I have something to tell you and he says he has cancer. I thought he was being serious. But he wasnt. And that pissed me off cuzz he knows that my dad has skin cancer and then my Uncle. Well I hung up on him and then he called back and said he was sorry and that what he really wanted to say was that he has been thinkin of me a lot. THANKS for saying that now. ERRRRRRRRRRRRRg. I guess like kinda sucks but O well. Friday was ok. Sarah, Travis, Robin, Sean, Lil Sarah, me, Lys, Crystal, Matt, and Cory all went to Cloud 9 to partayyyy. Lolz. But it ended up being kind of weird. Travis and Sarah tried to help me with some things but I left before we could really do anything. *thanks you guys* And Brian is starting to become kind of contolling. And I dont really like it. But I am going to try and work things out. So. I am going to go and I will talk to you all a lil later
~!*Sami*!~