i <3 aFi !!
have i ever mentioned that before.. cause i do. i love afi.. listening to them all day.. well afternoon.. on sing the sorrow cd.. i wanna see them live before i die.. speaking f which its been almost 3day since the last concert i went to.. im about due for another one.. two problems.. a. im broke and have no truck.. b. no concerts around here... o yeah btw i was in a reck sat afternoon.. yay.. yeah i didnt post cause ive been in the hospital in a coma for the past couple days... not really just didnt have the time to post.. today was a good day.. a good day indeed.. lots of nothing and just chilling... had to tak an exam today then chilled the rest of the day.. some girls did some makeup on me.. didnt have anythig to do and for some reason girls like doing that.. so i got like a bunch of eyeshadow and eyeliner and mascara and crap.. which i ned to go wash off before i go to bed.. dotn really have much to do so ill prob just sit here and listen to afi for a while b4 heading to bed... watched appleseed today.. was really good.. its an anime movie and if u like anime i recomend it.. or if u liked the final fantasy movie... im officaly sick and tired of people.. many reasons wont go into them.. just am.. i was thinking earlier why i do the day to day things i do.. what is it that im working for tommorow.. is there anythign i am working for.. is there a tommorow?? is there a point.. a goal?? seems to me things that u work for end up being taken from you. does that mean u give up or keep working for th next thing to lose.. i go to work.. spend my money on concerts which when u get down to it is like a drug for me... i feel great at them then when the high passes i cant wait for my next fix.. i just wonder if any of tghe things i want to accomplish ill ever actualy do or if they will be the thoughts that lingers in my mind... the thing i wish i had done.. days pass me by and i dont know if i ever really accomplish anything.. i think the only important things ive done is tried beeing there for friends and helping or just being there to listen.. was also wondering what the purpose of this Lj is.. i dont even know if i have one.. idk much anymore.. love to all...
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