May 06, 2005 15:34
FeeL better... well im not sick anymore anyway... so close to being done with school... the weekend is here time for work, makeup school work, conceert, and constant worry like every weekend.. its weird though im almost used to it now like it stil hurts and all but i expect it... w.e... so my mom had a picture of me(the black and white one) at her work and someone definitely asked her if that was her in highschool.. i was like wow.. look that much like a girl huh.. o well.. i was talking to chris L. and he was talking about doing somethign i cant remember what but he was liek u wouldnt dot that, u wouldnt want to hear about it. i was like well when ur guy who wears "girl pants" even though i dont, and wear eyeliner, and shit u get to hear it a lot and just dont care.. u know what makes me upse more than anything i think.. being called gothic.. im not fucking gothic.. im not anything.. im a guy that listens to hardcore music.. goes to shows hardcore dances and lives his fucking life in this endless cycle of bullshit.. i can see the reason for labels but there are to many and people dont even understand half of them... fuck it i dont even care anymore.. people are going to classify one another so no sense in bitching about it.. so i guess ill stop and go play set or somethimg..
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