wTf....
so today i get called in to Mr Gravites office because allys dad called the school with concerns about our relationship.. all of this im assuming is because of corntees wonderful post which wasnt even true she was just saying shit... our relationship..i see her in the halls here and there i see if shes ok and im off to class.. he asked me if we skip school together and if she "hangs out" with me after school.. well lets see... umm no to both.. i cant afford to skip school..ill fail.. and after school i go out to my car talk to josh for a while and go home, i dont even see her afeter school.. it makes me kind of mad because i am trying so hard to respect him and stay away.. i only talk to her to make sure shes still alright cause i worry about her but then im on my way.. and i get called into the office and have to get my parents to call nd talk to Mr Gravite.. he was all like i dont know u very well but your teachers say good things..blah blah.. maybe your parents can talk to him and he'll see you arent a bad guy.. yeah sounds good and all i just dont think hes going to beleive them.. so ill just keep doign what i am doing try and stay waay as much as possible and just wait.. o and some kid asked me if i "tapped it yet" i wanted to punch that guy.. is that all people think about, whats happened to this world.. i told him no and to grow the fuck up.. yeah my language has been harsh the past couple weeks.. im tired of being accused of things and judged by people that dnt know me...
i mean ill take their opinions and not hate them for it, just wish they knew me.. who i really am...but i guess thats what you get when u just say fuck it and actualy be yourself instead of conforming to the mindless monster of the masses... so i guess ill talk to my parents tonight and get them to call the school so Mr G knows they are aware and all... i only want the best for her, i care about her, thats why i dont want to do those things with her..and i thought the best thing to do is just stay away even though i hate it, and yet i still get accused of doing shit and it bothers me.. well im going to go write or somethign so till next time..
Peace,Love, and GoD Bless,
sEaN
"One Hell of a Bridge Wreck"
we wait in line, standing still. it seems like forever. this mess will never clear. these hearts are beating here. this mess will never clear. these hearts are beating near...near each other...forced apart. the day that we all lived together in infamy. the end of the line will never see true freedom once again and will always be the end of the line. so many lives impacted, so many lives destroyed. so take your false sympathies and drive on by. I’m front in line, standing still. i'm not all together. a living mess on the road changes everything i know. horns blazing, heart fading, my vision's blacking out. a living mess on the road changes everything i know. I will cherish the day you bled my solace away, and i will bleed for you tonight. i will bleed for you, i will always bleed for you. i will bleed for you, i will always die for you.