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JusT sit there and feel like ur not really living??? like things are happenign but they dont mean anything... they just hapepen day topo day... and only things ever matter top you, and those things are ripped from you after catching a taste.. but the daily shit stays...day after day.. i feel as though im merely existing with no purpose, another ( Read more... )
But Sean, I know what you mean. I barely talk to anyone. Well, I do, but everyone thinks I'm perfectly fine.. eh with the exception of you and Leah. That kills me but at the same time I love it. It's sort of like that time I told you I wish no one cared. I know what you mean though. It's like you're just there. Everyone seems to go so fast with their lives and you're just stuck. Everything piles up and you just take it. No outlets. Just contemplating the past and everything that you've lost and the nothing that you've gained which makes it so much worse. It reminds me of the Vermilion Part 1 video honestly. I'm not good with advice. In fact, I've probably fucked you over a few times with it. I'm sorry. But I wish I could make you feel better. I wish I could make things better for you. I DO care about you. I really hope that you can see that. Eh, you don't wanna hear my shit. I'll talk to you the next time you get on. I love you hun.
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