Apr 03, 2005 21:48
so yeah...some mixed feelings..hard to feel so bad when i feel so good... i cant change things and if i could go back i dont no if i would.. i didnt wanna hurt people but i guess in the end it was going to happen... i couldnt keep things the way they were and ignore what i felt in order to act like things were ok.. i dunno i still see them as ok just diff... but people dont talk to me anymore.. and i guess thats fine... w/e i dont need it... i wasnt going to talk on this but it happened...
saturday was one of the happiest days of my life... sry it was... i spent it with ally at the mall and chuck e cheese and then went to fathom, that night... ally couldt go so i went without her and it ended up that she went to so that was great.. being able to spend the day with her was so great and for the first time in a long time im really..truely happy...
peace and LoVE...and im sry to those of u ive hurt/"betrayed"..
sEaN