love

May 04, 2004 18:01

soo much is coming up this month. my mind is cluttered with events and decisions. but it will all be over soon.. my grad dress is ugly let me tell you. my hair will look even more gross. but you know what. i dont really care anymore.as long as we can have fun and drink ourselves stupid in niagara.

steph, kate and me are "grounded" in writers craft for leaving everyday. we pushed the cutest boy into our class to get our books. and our teacher found us hiding in the bathroom. aparently shes tieing us in our chairs. which means no more playing hack with cute grade elevens and drunk boys.

my grandpas bypass surgery is may 12 at 9 am. there is a 5% chance of death, 4% chance of stroke, 2-4% chance of bleeding and theres other ones i cant really remember, maybe because death was the first thing on the list, maybe because it was the highest percentage, maybe because its scary. he told me that he is not afraid. i dont believe him like i should. but my family has never been that kind of family where they take death so emotionally; not like i do.

im making my birthday early this year.5 months early.in august. not really a birthday. more of a get together, because i want to be 18 with my best friends. and il make hamburgers and hotdogs for everyone. please come.
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