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i think i can finaly, for once in my life, accept happyness
lately, on and off, i've been, actually truely happy
its really really nice, and i'm not overly scared of loseing it (yes i'm a bit scared of loseing happyness, i dont think i'll ever get over that, but, if i lose my happyness, right now, i'll just be glad i had it for the realitivly tiny bit i've had it, hopefully i wont lose it, i like it, more then breathing)
lately, on and off, i've been, actually truely happy
its really really nice, and i'm not overly scared of loseing it (yes i'm a bit scared of loseing happyness, i dont think i'll ever get over that, but, if i lose my happyness, right now, i'll just be glad i had it for the realitivly tiny bit i've had it, hopefully i wont lose it, i like it, more then breathing)