blinded by the light
oooooh man it's been a while. hello, LJ, how have you been?
I like typing more than I like writing.
call me lazy, but it is reminiscent of hunter s. anyway.
you.
you with your gorgeous brown eyes, and your huge gleaming smile.
you fucking take my breath away.
when you touch my skin, it makes me feel like there is no greater feeling in the world than the one I feel at that exact moment in time.
everything stops when we lock eyes...there is no sound, no light, no passing of time...just us in that moment.
I don't want to let myself feel this way.
I've been denying it for the longest time.
I can't do it anymore.
I feel lighter than air when I'm around you...I could take a bullet and still have a heart beat. nothing means more to me than that feeling.
you are so distracting because of that.
I hate it, but I absolutely love it at the same time.
your scent makes my heart flutter, and I get this weird feeling in my head and fingertips...it's almost like a mushroom high; it's that intense.
I am so falling for you, and I can't help it.
I can't stop this feeling.
I can't suppress it any longer.
I have to let it take hold of me, and let myself soak it all in.
it's rare to feel such a connection to someone.
something like this has to be noticed...cherished...
loved.
I think about you when I am falling asleep, and when I wake up in the morning my first thoughts are of you.
this feeling scares the shit out of me.
I'm scared to death of losing you.
I'm scared to death of drifting apart.
I'm scared to death of getting bored with each other.
I'm just...scared to death.
I think that might be the most exhilarating part of it all, though.
the fear...the intense emotion...the lust...
the passion...
every time I sleep with you I feel like it can't get any better; but it does the next time.
you haven't ceased to amaze me.
I've never felt such a strong sexual connection with a human being in my LIFE.
when you pull me closer to you in the heat of the moment I feel it...
and when you pull me toward you to snuggle with me, I feel it too...
you squeeze me tighter when we're laying together, and I can feel your heart beat faster...
when you touch your head to mine I know...
I can tell...
I'm completely falling for you, and I can't do anything to stop myself.
I won't listen to anyone.
I won't believe that he doesn't deserve me.
he deserves all the happiness in the world.
he's amazing.
he's truly fucking amazing.
I sincerely love that man.
it scares me to admit it.
it makes my stomach churn thinking about it...but it's true.
it's the most honest thing I've felt since I left Arizona.
I love you.
I like typing more than I like writing.
call me lazy, but it is reminiscent of hunter s. anyway.
you.
you with your gorgeous brown eyes, and your huge gleaming smile.
you fucking take my breath away.
when you touch my skin, it makes me feel like there is no greater feeling in the world than the one I feel at that exact moment in time.
everything stops when we lock eyes...there is no sound, no light, no passing of time...just us in that moment.
I don't want to let myself feel this way.
I've been denying it for the longest time.
I can't do it anymore.
I feel lighter than air when I'm around you...I could take a bullet and still have a heart beat. nothing means more to me than that feeling.
you are so distracting because of that.
I hate it, but I absolutely love it at the same time.
your scent makes my heart flutter, and I get this weird feeling in my head and fingertips...it's almost like a mushroom high; it's that intense.
I am so falling for you, and I can't help it.
I can't stop this feeling.
I can't suppress it any longer.
I have to let it take hold of me, and let myself soak it all in.
it's rare to feel such a connection to someone.
something like this has to be noticed...cherished...
loved.
I think about you when I am falling asleep, and when I wake up in the morning my first thoughts are of you.
this feeling scares the shit out of me.
I'm scared to death of losing you.
I'm scared to death of drifting apart.
I'm scared to death of getting bored with each other.
I'm just...scared to death.
I think that might be the most exhilarating part of it all, though.
the fear...the intense emotion...the lust...
the passion...
every time I sleep with you I feel like it can't get any better; but it does the next time.
you haven't ceased to amaze me.
I've never felt such a strong sexual connection with a human being in my LIFE.
when you pull me closer to you in the heat of the moment I feel it...
and when you pull me toward you to snuggle with me, I feel it too...
you squeeze me tighter when we're laying together, and I can feel your heart beat faster...
when you touch your head to mine I know...
I can tell...
I'm completely falling for you, and I can't do anything to stop myself.
I won't listen to anyone.
I won't believe that he doesn't deserve me.
he deserves all the happiness in the world.
he's amazing.
he's truly fucking amazing.
I sincerely love that man.
it scares me to admit it.
it makes my stomach churn thinking about it...but it's true.
it's the most honest thing I've felt since I left Arizona.
I love you.