where have I been all this time?

[simple_steph]

this acid experience has done wonders for me.
I feel so alive at this moment right here and now, and so lucky to have what I have. I feel like I've been waiting for this to happen for so long, and here I am.
I feel so
perfect
so
me
so
awesome
so amazed at all the wonders of life. I was sitting here wondering what I should write to sum it up and I feel like words cannot describe the perfection I am feeling at this moment in my life.
I've been sitting here in silence, no music or anything to clog up my thinking and everything is clear.
I feel like my revelation has been had.
I am me.
I am Stephanie.
this is it, right here and now, and that's all that matters. I'll figure out what needs to happen when it needs to happen, but at this moment in time...the only thing that matters is that I'm living, and experiencing life for what it really is.
bam.
seriously I can't fucking describe how amazing this truly is and I wish I was sharing it with someone, but at the same time I am so glad this is happening for me and only for me at this point in time.
yikes this screen is killing my eyes.

<3