Updates...
I've been feeling a lot better today... somewhat. I've gotten over some emotional stress so that's perdy gooood...
though with cosplay... I dunno. I keep feeling... unmotivated. I dunno... I was so excited before... and then I made huge changes to my cosplay list to kinda... benefit everyone else and... well.. I dunno... I feel like now I'm jut cosplaying on everyone else's clock... I dunno... like hardly any of the cosplays I'm doing are for me... and it's not like I'm going to change my schedule... I pretty much live to make others happy... it's a habit. ;_; I just don't want to be a lone when I cosplay and whatever... I don't want to feel left out... and I don't want to be so easily abandoned... and plus, I just don't know when to get the shit for each cosplay... I just... idk... I have so many problems with cosplay right now it's not even funny XDDD -sigh-...
uhm... anyway, enough of my blabber... how's everyone else? Sorry if none of my post makes sense. it's like 11 o'clock right now...