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kaitlyn's post about humans being afraid of living was my starting point.
it's hanging on my wall now. and it's true.
i mean, i will not dwell on my own thoughts or the thoughts of others because there is only one thing one thing only one thing that remains constant in life. and that is the impermanence of everything. and i know this is true.
also, there are times when you hit a wall because you took a deep breath and looked within and realized you were going in circles and this act itself makes the cycle stop. and then BAM!! brick wall.
so now things will be different, hopefully.
and i will focus on today and today and today, not tomorrow or yesterday.
and my grandfather is the most amazing person that i have ever met in my life and i am going to write a book about him, i am going to. i am.
so i am alive, and living.
PS: call to hang out bc no more internet communication. 409-4964.
it's hanging on my wall now. and it's true.
i mean, i will not dwell on my own thoughts or the thoughts of others because there is only one thing one thing only one thing that remains constant in life. and that is the impermanence of everything. and i know this is true.
also, there are times when you hit a wall because you took a deep breath and looked within and realized you were going in circles and this act itself makes the cycle stop. and then BAM!! brick wall.
so now things will be different, hopefully.
and i will focus on today and today and today, not tomorrow or yesterday.
and my grandfather is the most amazing person that i have ever met in my life and i am going to write a book about him, i am going to. i am.
so i am alive, and living.
PS: call to hang out bc no more internet communication. 409-4964.