You should have seen the curse that flew right by you..

[simple_letdown]

I hate feeling like this.
I'm sick of the bullshit.
All I feel like doing is crying.
There is so much that I want to say to you,
but I don't think that I will ever build up
the courage to do so.
I miss you.
I'm scared, really scared.
I've never felt so fuckin alone before,
I can't even talk to the people that I
would normally talk too because they have their own
problems to deal with. Don't want to be inconsiderate now
do we?

I'm really glad Alaina's home,
she's the only one that I can actually talk too.
I wish I was more like her.
I let everything get to the point where I can't handle it.
Ugh, fuck it.
I'm so sick of always putting on a happy face, and
pretending that everything is ok. Because guess what, it's not.

It's all downhill from here.
Yup, I'd say so.

So how's everyone else doing?



Yeaaa.

Peace out.