May 22, 2004 01:06
Tonight was good.
Hung out with Joelle, Dan and Joel.
After, met up with Cass, Jess and Judiann at Starbucks, saw some people, then went to Austin's but Austin wasn't home and we didn't feel like waiting so we just went to Cassie's for all of 10 minutes and then I came home. Oh damn.
Uhmm..
I feel like people are being really sketchy latley, I dunno, maybe it's just me. Things are changing I can tell, pretty soon everything is going to be different. It sucks though, I've been so happy with everything and I just feel like it's all going to stop, and I'm going to stop being happy. Whatever. I'm just in one of those moods, but something is different, it's just not the same as it used to be and I dunno it's wierd. Real wierd. Maybe I'm wrong, who knows, I guess we will just have to wait and see. I have so much on my mind, and so many things that I want to say to certain people, but I just can't, even though I feel they should be said.
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I miss it.
I miss you.
I miss all of it.
..But it's all gone, and it's never coming back.
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"The makeup runs from her eyes and spills the truth about how she feels inside."
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Err. Goodnight.
<3