jellicle cats

Apr 05, 2006 19:57

wind was taken to the hospital the other day. got a microchip shots dewormer and she got spayed. yes wind is actually a female cat. *giggle*
after beign told she was a h ewhen i got her i thought no reason to double chekc the information.
well is a good thing wind works as a unisexual name. in fact i like it better as a female name.
since the operation she has been such a huge sweet heart. she has been so unbelievably affectionate. i love her soo much. i am so happy that she feels that this operation was the right thing for her.
i still can't seem to figure out what i shoul ddo in regards to me daughter Rebecca. if i leave thi splace even if i return thre is a goo dhcance i will lose all that i hav eworked for liek hads happened so many times with me. it may just make everyone life worse in teh end.
all the peopel that i have loved in ontario.
what would it be to leave them all behind, what would it be to see them again.
reality is a strange place for me.
in the end all i really want is to find my home.
i know wind is home. she is solid in my heart and grants me with comfort and appreciation.
who else is home??
is she all there is?
where is it important for me to be to define the rest of existance.
who can answr these questions?
where are teh answers found?
does seekign one answere degrade another or progress it?
is there a reality beyond my experience??
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