Okay Delynn, STOP.
Some things just hurt, no matter how you look at them.
I'm not going to be all emo and weepy about it, but it sucks to have these same things running circles in my head for such a long time. And I can't really let it all go because I know I put myself through it, and the reason it hurts is because I feel that I failed. And then I tell myself it wasn't only my fault. But really, in my heart I'm not sure if I believe that.
Anyway, I guess the only way to deal with crap is to look it in the eyes, don't try to ignore it, but when you're done, CLOSE THE FREAKING BOOK. Don't keep staring for the sake of having something to be sad about. Get on with life.
It's about time.
I'm not going to be all emo and weepy about it, but it sucks to have these same things running circles in my head for such a long time. And I can't really let it all go because I know I put myself through it, and the reason it hurts is because I feel that I failed. And then I tell myself it wasn't only my fault. But really, in my heart I'm not sure if I believe that.
Anyway, I guess the only way to deal with crap is to look it in the eyes, don't try to ignore it, but when you're done, CLOSE THE FREAKING BOOK. Don't keep staring for the sake of having something to be sad about. Get on with life.
It's about time.