vodka ... ... ...

Dec 11, 2004 01:01

Is it gonna be ok???
i really need "bizzare love trangle" at the moment...
fuck...all this thinking is not god my this stonned little mind...
i need it i need it now now now now now now now now now

no monkey's.. no no none...

leayrn the words so we can sing them together and get the same feeling from it u'll see amazinly beautifull...

how would i sound if i was a song? what would my lyrics be? how would i read if i was a poam? bizzare...

i feel fine and i feel good i feel like i never should whenever i get this way i just don't know what to say ...

that exactly....

i'm not crazy... no...
all the reasurence in the world give it to me now... now...
do i ask for to much? you can answer that i now you know who you rae that i want to answer that........................................................................................................................................................

i'm nothing inbetween...

yours for the taking... me, i am ...

that was classic... did you hear that did you read that...

little bits of paper on little tables around people other than me...
i want it to be like that...

"i'm not sure what this could mean i don't think your what you seem"

makeing friends with shadows on my wall...

"it's like im heading for a breakdown, and i don't know why....

ok enough of nothing... and way to much of not me... so here i go this is all me... ok .... are you ready...

i'm.... confused frustrated...
a little... calm and a little not calm...

it's all great looking through my eyes...

i have to press these leters harder...

i will wait...
i want you to ask me to do something i don't want to... so i can do it...
noone knows about that juornal entry it is kinda funny and the reply's it got "how bizzare"...

we me.. i cant escape this feeling... i don't want to but i want to drop a part of it... missing...
it's always going to be like this isn't it...
why do i get so scared of you sometimes....?
is this going to be bad... is this going to turn bad... i won't let it...
i am scared of this feeling...

save me...

no im scared of it's unimaganable fate which it certain right like everything before this...

it ajusts to fit...

am i just setting the standard... am i just stetting the standard... answer me this... if i think bad things will bad things happen... am i always waiting for it to fuck up?

all this is just a liitle to much back to what was before...

there is no real difference right...

i can tell but can you...

*runs finger through hair breaths out and leans back*

just setting the standard right....

what am i? who am i to decide what my mind is thinking.... i shouldn't do this in this state of mind....

i hope none of this comes across wrong....

and to me... it's ok ash it's ok...

yep yep...

oh my what is this?
ha ha ha

awwww... the reminders... i am going to hug you forever when i see you...

smokes going out all aroung...

sad...

depressed....

*thinksaboutfrance the most culture city*

SMILE....
I GET SMILE EVERYTIME....

i have to go 30 minutes ago...

oh my...
thats all thats is left oh my...
i am going to "update journal" before i change my mind...

mwah

xoxo

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this much

vodka... it plays with my mind... i wish you hwere here...

naked...

and full of songs to have sex to...
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