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[simple_ashy]

update.. what part of my updated life would you like?
ummmm.... people and places all smell the same tonight... am unfimilliar scent in the air...

touches i want....

poeple i don't...

people i do...

I WANT

i want to be me...
i want no slipery stepings stones...
i want moment with, many many moments....
i want diferent feelings...
i want silent laughter...
i want arkward moments...
i want life...
i want to not feel half dead hlf the time...
i want everything...
i want constant to be just that...
i want to not feel this guilty...
i want 3am's (bek)...
i want good pain...
i want to shed anormys amounts of blood on sundays...
i want to shed tears that i can call my own...
i want strangers in my home...
i want to feel at home right now (that is with you)
i want to see your defroimtys...
i want to feel them...
i wan you to know how much i miss you and love you...
i want life long dreams that come true...
i want to skip 4 years...
i want to be a hermit for a year...
i want a house in a tree..
i want to have a dad not a father...
i want a mum not someone who is trying to be my friend...
i want bobby back...
i want you...
i want to see things out of the eyes of a 10 year old...
i want to stay 10 year olds in love forever...
i want your voice to be right besude me...
i want to bleed over everything...

i will never ever write again