SOMETIMES, I DON'T UNDERSTAND
I'm feeling SO lonely today and I don't know why. Well, not really.
I'm wondering if my friends are really my friends or just people I love but who don't love me back. They stay with me -sometimes- but when there are other friends, they seem to forget everything about me and then I'm in front of them but I feel invisible.
I know I'm often paranoid but now I don't know what to do. Have I friends? Or am I really alone? I don't want to be alone.
I want my friends back and I want my friends' friends to go away.
And I hate myself for that =/