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i feel so alone right now. i feel so pathetic. i want to cry. i know i have people around me but im so sad...and alone. i could be in a huge crowded room and still feel so alone. fuck. sara, i miss you so much. justin, just move here already. and tim, if you found this, i miss you so much and i wish you would call me. but i cant do that. i cant go back to feeling like that. where the fuck is anyone? i cant even meet anyone on-line. im sad. feel sorry for me. oh im so fucking pathetic. FUCK. im so sick of me. ahhhhhh!!!!