Believe me sweety i got enough to feed the needy
Well friday i finally got home from anthonys after my parents saw a movie and picked me up from his house... but they wouldnt let me drive because they were in a rush to get home because unfortunately we had to go somewhere for dinner... ahhh i dont like goin out to dinner friday nights. so we went home and had to get ready for shabbat (a jewish thing that happens every week from fri night to saturday night... since its a jewish holiday... i cant go out which pisses me off). I was online for a while but unfortunately ashalie wasnt on... it seems like i havnt talked to her in forever :-(
So we went out friday night and i had to go to synagauge which i absolutely hate going to on friday nights because it just ruins my night... and i especially didnt wanna go cuz my foot was hurtin from when i went downstairs to open the door for justin at anthonys and sprained my foot. But i had to go anyway and walk 2 and a half fricken miles home after dinner cuz u cant drive on shabbat... at least i dont cuz my family is observant... they just think i am even tho im not... damn if they found out id be so dead.
Finally we got to the place we were gonna have dinner... it was pretty good but i would have rather been out. While walking home with my mom on my hurt foot i heard the sounds of the buzz which is a huge ass club near my house. I cant wait till i can go out on a friday night... i wonder more and more what its like to be free and be able to go out and party on a friday night... oh well... someday...when im 18 or out of the house
Friday night i was online for a little but nobody was on so i went to bed...
today i woke up at 2pm and had to read my book which reminds me i have to read a little tonight... i have to finish it by tomorrow so i can hopefully go out with ashalie monday.. im almost on page 200 and hopefully ill be on page 225 at the end of the night. Yea so thats all i did all day... read read and read... :-( Finally shabbat was over and i was able to go online...
Anthony spent the day with his girlfriend... thats somethin i aint had in a while lol. so i talked to him cuz nobody else was on... finally i decided to go eat noodles and butter... yumm how apetizing...
I found out tonight that jen and her bf broke up :-( im sorry girl
yea so im just chillin now... kinda bored... parents are gone and ashalie isnt online... damn i really with i could be out tonight partying with someone... just about anyone... i just wanna be out... AHHHHHHHH...
well ttyl MR JOURNAL... and whoever else is reading