You'll just have to excuse me...
I'm finding it very hard to be there for you in your time of need when you weren't really there for me.
I've been working for several weeks now trying to control my bitterness, and trust me I'm a lot more calm now than I was before. But I still find your absence in what was the hardest,most terrifying 6 weeks of my life inexcusable. I know you may not realize this, but having a spinal surgery is kinda extreme.
I was depressed that I couldn't go anywhere ALL WINTER BREAK. I couldn't walk (I still can't walk very well), I COULDN'T MOVE MY NECK AT ALL for 3 weeks, sleeping was miserable, I had stitches complications, I was at the doctor like every 3 days, I almost got an infection that could have put me out of school for the entire Spring Semester...and I had a transfusion.
I cried myself to sleep every night.
Where were you?
So you'll have to excuse me if it takes me a while to work on going back to being a good friend to you.
But I will eventually.
I've been working for several weeks now trying to control my bitterness, and trust me I'm a lot more calm now than I was before. But I still find your absence in what was the hardest,most terrifying 6 weeks of my life inexcusable. I know you may not realize this, but having a spinal surgery is kinda extreme.
I was depressed that I couldn't go anywhere ALL WINTER BREAK. I couldn't walk (I still can't walk very well), I COULDN'T MOVE MY NECK AT ALL for 3 weeks, sleeping was miserable, I had stitches complications, I was at the doctor like every 3 days, I almost got an infection that could have put me out of school for the entire Spring Semester...and I had a transfusion.
I cried myself to sleep every night.
Where were you?
So you'll have to excuse me if it takes me a while to work on going back to being a good friend to you.
But I will eventually.