Drunk Journal.
Yes I'm a bit drunk so if there's spelling and typing errors I'm not stupid, but under the influence! LOL!
So, this week has been really a bit of a rollercoaster.
Last weekend I met a guy whilst drunk & really fell for him, he was so lovely to me and I was really comfortable around him which is different for me, but basically long story cut sort he completely led me and told me he liked me when he really didn't he was just drunk so I was really hung up on that in the beginning of the week and was convinced that all guys were dicks.
I've had some highs this week, most of my lessons are a lot of fun, I am really enjoying college, but I hate psychology,I really wish I didn't take it, I despise it, but my work is kind of weighing up. But overall a pretty average week.
This weekend, well tonight has been so great. At first I was really depressed because I saw the guy from last week & he didn't even look at me, well apparantly he looked at me then looked away. So I was kind of annoyed because I didn't understand how he could be so rude. But it picked up a bit when I started to drink. We saw one of my best friends from high school, seriously we were such good friends and she has changed so much, tbh she's not the same person and I cannot stand her, so that didn't cheer my mood up.Anyway I drank a lot of beer and got really drunk, so I was sat in the food hall at the trafford centre & I fell of my chair and couldn't get back up so I was just sat on the floor creased up in laughter. Then it happened again only I fell the other day and fell into a ledge, was not too good but funny. Later on I ended up getting really depressed again and cried, I literally cried on my friend's shoulder & I have no idea why. Some of it might have been because I saw the guy and he just asked "Simone, why don't you like me anymore?" I swear I wanted to kick him to the ground, anyway I was basically having some emotionally breakdown but everyone was dead lovely to me, telling me you're going to find someone and I'm just waiting for the perfect person. Which I suposse might be true but I still got really hung up on it. My friend threw up, it was gross but quite funny. Oh & Eve groped my boobs, twice! lmao. Once accidently and then intentionally was quite funny.
Sorry, it's a bit of a rant. Lol, wow im tired :)
So, this week has been really a bit of a rollercoaster.
Last weekend I met a guy whilst drunk & really fell for him, he was so lovely to me and I was really comfortable around him which is different for me, but basically long story cut sort he completely led me and told me he liked me when he really didn't he was just drunk so I was really hung up on that in the beginning of the week and was convinced that all guys were dicks.
I've had some highs this week, most of my lessons are a lot of fun, I am really enjoying college, but I hate psychology,I really wish I didn't take it, I despise it, but my work is kind of weighing up. But overall a pretty average week.
This weekend, well tonight has been so great. At first I was really depressed because I saw the guy from last week & he didn't even look at me, well apparantly he looked at me then looked away. So I was kind of annoyed because I didn't understand how he could be so rude. But it picked up a bit when I started to drink. We saw one of my best friends from high school, seriously we were such good friends and she has changed so much, tbh she's not the same person and I cannot stand her, so that didn't cheer my mood up.Anyway I drank a lot of beer and got really drunk, so I was sat in the food hall at the trafford centre & I fell of my chair and couldn't get back up so I was just sat on the floor creased up in laughter. Then it happened again only I fell the other day and fell into a ledge, was not too good but funny. Later on I ended up getting really depressed again and cried, I literally cried on my friend's shoulder & I have no idea why. Some of it might have been because I saw the guy and he just asked "Simone, why don't you like me anymore?" I swear I wanted to kick him to the ground, anyway I was basically having some emotionally breakdown but everyone was dead lovely to me, telling me you're going to find someone and I'm just waiting for the perfect person. Which I suposse might be true but I still got really hung up on it. My friend threw up, it was gross but quite funny. Oh & Eve groped my boobs, twice! lmao. Once accidently and then intentionally was quite funny.
Sorry, it's a bit of a rant. Lol, wow im tired :)