27, February 2004
I have been trying to go to therapy here at the Ministry for a while now. Has not been working. I don't like to tell her what I'm thinking, what I went through. I don't like to talk about my life with her, it's strange. You would think since I know I need to talk about it, I would be able to. I can't. I can't say a word past the niceties.
I don't mind wasting the money, really I don't. Doesn't really cost that much anyway, what my insurance doesn't cover. I just hate knowing I can get better, that I can move on and I can't.
She suggested I go to group therapy, that maybe listening to others who have similar problems will help me open up or heal. She really thinks that may be the best idea, but it's up to me.
I think I will try it, one session see if it's for me.
I don't mind wasting the money, really I don't. Doesn't really cost that much anyway, what my insurance doesn't cover. I just hate knowing I can get better, that I can move on and I can't.
She suggested I go to group therapy, that maybe listening to others who have similar problems will help me open up or heal. She really thinks that may be the best idea, but it's up to me.
I think I will try it, one session see if it's for me.