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[simonbelmont]

I am really upset. I wish I could talk to someone that I trust but there isnt many people that I can. That is really hard for me. I know all my friends who read this will laugh at me. That's ok. Im used to not having anyone to be there for me.

hey god, why are you doing this to me
am I not living up to what im supposed to be
why am I seething with this animosity
hey god, I think you owe me a great big apology
terrible lie

hey god, I really dont know what you mean
seems like salvation comes only in our dreams
I feel my hatred grow all the more extreme
hey god, can this world really be as sad as it seems
terrible lie

dont take it away from me
I need someone to hold on to
dont take it away from me
I need someone to hold on to

hey god, there's nothing left for me to hide
I lost my ignorance, security, and pride
im all alone in this world you must despise
hey, god I believed the promises, the promises and lies
terrible lie

you made me throw it all away
my moral left to decay
how many you betray
you've taken everything
terrible lie

my head is filled with disease
my skin is begging you please
im on my hands and knees
I want so much to believe

I need someone to hold on to