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i hate fighting with friends...especially with best friends becuase then in the "lets let things get back to normal" period when im still extremely upset theres no one to really talk to about it. i feel like ive been crying for the past week and i needed to write it down somewhere and i couldnt do it on my xanga because she could read it and then get mad at me. im so tired of life sometimes, life and the drama, and i just want things to be okay again. i miss the simplicity of last year in spain. i miss spain. im so goddamned screwed up by my past friendships and i have no one to talk to about it, nothing to do about it. and so i lay it all out on a live journal. i wonder if this helps in the long run or if im just entertaining a random online website cruiser. o well. back to life. maybe tomorrow wont be so emotionally draining....lol sure...