Another not so regular post...
...and so i start this one with the intention of not deleting it by accident like the last one. Aaaand as i think im gonna be here for a while, coupled with the fact that im feeling a bit tired im gonna get some coffee.
But first im gonna fiddle with my ear cos my hair was tickling it and it feels all funny now. lol.
*fiddles with ear*
*goes and gets coffee*
Right, me back.
Ooook so lets see.
Well, had the first exam. *yawn*. It was, not what i expected. Most of it was the kinda stuff you'd glance over when revising thinking "he wont test us on that". And he seemed to pick 2 subjects for his questions, and just stick to them rather than asking a variaty of things. Her questions were worse i guess. I mean the last part of one of them asked us to give reason why we wouldn't use a technique in the given example...and who another technique could do it better. I personally felt the first would be more appropriate than the second but...*shrugs* stupid question.
But anyway its done so i can ("think" rather than revise for the moment) about the next exam.
Also have the stupid demo for the fyp to do. And my fyp program doesn't actually work so. *sigh*.
Havn't head anything from Curry's yet. Still have a few days to wait yet tho.
Realized i can't vote in the elections. :(
We have an exam on the day of the elections, in the afternoon.
And to vote i'll have to go home (cos im registered there not in hull).
Or i could go home the day before. Hmm. Good thinking that girl. I dont know. I best not decide now. Im feeling too lethargic so i'll choose staying put. lol.
Watched Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon with Saira and Cully today. She says she liked it but...lol...I dunno. She seemed more confused than engrosed. Hehe.
Damn forgot about Deamon Tools. Oh well. I'll do it tomorrow.
I've gone on a strange environmental thingy recently. I dunno. I think we should probably take more care with things than we do. Maybe try not to **** the planet up much more than we actually have. Sooooo i've cleaned up a spare bin which i'll deam the "bottle bin" so we can recycle the plastic bottles, and email the council to have them send us a blue paper bin, as alot of paper gets thrown away in this house. lol.
Also i'll start eating a little bit more healthly i guess. Cos i've been a bit slack about it. I'll drop the curly fries and take the salad. Tho there's not many more weeks left now :( *cries*
*sigh*
alot of people havn't been very happy recently.
i guess its "the end of all things" catching up.
university is almost over.
i guess some of us are reviewing whats been achieved in that time.
i guess some of us are looking at what they have become.
i guess some of us are worried about what is to come.
personally the last three years have left me drained.
i've come out of all this a completely different person.
i feel like i understand my self much less than i did.
my whole life is unclear before me.
as if for the first time ive reached a point where i dont know what to do now.
there isn't really a default path.
the analogy of a baby bird springs into mind.
it sits in its nest for all its childhood.
all it has to do is cheep and wait for the next meal.
but there comes a time where it has to just take a step off the nest and spread its wings.
life seems so much like that step now.
but do i flap? or just glide gently to the nearest branch and take a well earned nap? i guess at this point the analogy breaks down.
*yay i havn't run out of coffee*
i thought for a minute id have to get another cup.
Erm..yea what else.
Urgle. Dont know what to do about the graduation thingy. Mum seems to be off the oppinion not to invite grandad and nanny. And definately not nan and grandad. lol. Well i dont think they'd come up anyway. Well i mean if i asked then they would but i dont think they need to. Nanny would probably want to come. But i just dont know. I dont mind them not comming...but if they want to then. But and. lol.
I doubt...well 100% dads comming. Which...blah. *shrugs* As if i needed to mention that really.
I havn't even openned the pack for it yet. I guess its my subconsious. Or my lack of motivaiton.
I dont wanna listen to any of my music now. lol.
*yawn*
*long pause*
Im not really sure what to write now.
Maybe this is a sign that its the end of my post. I think I'll call it that then. I've written more than enough for a bit.
I'll go back to busily doing nothing.
Adios
But first im gonna fiddle with my ear cos my hair was tickling it and it feels all funny now. lol.
*fiddles with ear*
*goes and gets coffee*
Right, me back.
Ooook so lets see.
Well, had the first exam. *yawn*. It was, not what i expected. Most of it was the kinda stuff you'd glance over when revising thinking "he wont test us on that". And he seemed to pick 2 subjects for his questions, and just stick to them rather than asking a variaty of things. Her questions were worse i guess. I mean the last part of one of them asked us to give reason why we wouldn't use a technique in the given example...and who another technique could do it better. I personally felt the first would be more appropriate than the second but...*shrugs* stupid question.
But anyway its done so i can ("think" rather than revise for the moment) about the next exam.
Also have the stupid demo for the fyp to do. And my fyp program doesn't actually work so. *sigh*.
Havn't head anything from Curry's yet. Still have a few days to wait yet tho.
Realized i can't vote in the elections. :(
We have an exam on the day of the elections, in the afternoon.
And to vote i'll have to go home (cos im registered there not in hull).
Or i could go home the day before. Hmm. Good thinking that girl. I dont know. I best not decide now. Im feeling too lethargic so i'll choose staying put. lol.
Watched Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon with Saira and Cully today. She says she liked it but...lol...I dunno. She seemed more confused than engrosed. Hehe.
Damn forgot about Deamon Tools. Oh well. I'll do it tomorrow.
I've gone on a strange environmental thingy recently. I dunno. I think we should probably take more care with things than we do. Maybe try not to **** the planet up much more than we actually have. Sooooo i've cleaned up a spare bin which i'll deam the "bottle bin" so we can recycle the plastic bottles, and email the council to have them send us a blue paper bin, as alot of paper gets thrown away in this house. lol.
Also i'll start eating a little bit more healthly i guess. Cos i've been a bit slack about it. I'll drop the curly fries and take the salad. Tho there's not many more weeks left now :( *cries*
*sigh*
alot of people havn't been very happy recently.
i guess its "the end of all things" catching up.
university is almost over.
i guess some of us are reviewing whats been achieved in that time.
i guess some of us are looking at what they have become.
i guess some of us are worried about what is to come.
personally the last three years have left me drained.
i've come out of all this a completely different person.
i feel like i understand my self much less than i did.
my whole life is unclear before me.
as if for the first time ive reached a point where i dont know what to do now.
there isn't really a default path.
the analogy of a baby bird springs into mind.
it sits in its nest for all its childhood.
all it has to do is cheep and wait for the next meal.
but there comes a time where it has to just take a step off the nest and spread its wings.
life seems so much like that step now.
but do i flap? or just glide gently to the nearest branch and take a well earned nap? i guess at this point the analogy breaks down.
*yay i havn't run out of coffee*
i thought for a minute id have to get another cup.
Erm..yea what else.
Urgle. Dont know what to do about the graduation thingy. Mum seems to be off the oppinion not to invite grandad and nanny. And definately not nan and grandad. lol. Well i dont think they'd come up anyway. Well i mean if i asked then they would but i dont think they need to. Nanny would probably want to come. But i just dont know. I dont mind them not comming...but if they want to then. But and. lol.
I doubt...well 100% dads comming. Which...blah. *shrugs* As if i needed to mention that really.
I havn't even openned the pack for it yet. I guess its my subconsious. Or my lack of motivaiton.
I dont wanna listen to any of my music now. lol.
*yawn*
*long pause*
Im not really sure what to write now.
Maybe this is a sign that its the end of my post. I think I'll call it that then. I've written more than enough for a bit.
I'll go back to busily doing nothing.
Adios