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roger finally got off the computer and went to bed. i'm staying here because they all think i'm not "stable" enough to be alone. so i have to be watched like i'm a child or something.
i thought everything would be alright if we told mary the truth. but it seems to be getting worse. she said she was ok with it but then she goes and runs off on robert. now i think we should've just kept our mouths shut....
my wife has changed after all this as well. even though she knew about me and robert before she even met me. she has started wanting sex and love more. and when i turn her down she starts to make fun of me. i finally got tired of it and snapped on her. she took my little girl and went to her friends house. she won't even talk to me....says i'm a fucking nutter...
i think i'm falling again. i find myself doing very strange things lately. i don't know what to do. i want to help robert...but how can i help him if i cant even help myself...
fuckin hell...what have i done...
i thought everything would be alright if we told mary the truth. but it seems to be getting worse. she said she was ok with it but then she goes and runs off on robert. now i think we should've just kept our mouths shut....
my wife has changed after all this as well. even though she knew about me and robert before she even met me. she has started wanting sex and love more. and when i turn her down she starts to make fun of me. i finally got tired of it and snapped on her. she took my little girl and went to her friends house. she won't even talk to me....says i'm a fucking nutter...
i think i'm falling again. i find myself doing very strange things lately. i don't know what to do. i want to help robert...but how can i help him if i cant even help myself...
fuckin hell...what have i done...