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I feel stupid today. I don't really know why, either.
Okay, maybe I do. but I don't feel like sharing because I'm an angsty teenager.
I'm upset with Gwen and I know lots of people love her and shit and she said she loved steve which pissed me off because i'm just jealous.
and I hate Jennie just for being Jennie and being so self absorbed and wannabe gothic.
I hate Marissa because she won't shut up, and she doesn't seem to like me for some reason or another.
And most of this stems from liking Steve, which also pisses me off because he's like blind or something or maybe he just actually hates me.. and liking him makes me feel retarded.
I really do like him and I feel pathetic because it should be so blatantly obvious and
I feel like i'm making a fool out of myself and I don't think he likes me at all.
So, yeah. Angst is my middle name.
Which would make my initials "caw".
Okay, maybe I do. but I don't feel like sharing because I'm an angsty teenager.
I'm upset with Gwen and I know lots of people love her and shit and she said she loved steve which pissed me off because i'm just jealous.
and I hate Jennie just for being Jennie and being so self absorbed and wannabe gothic.
I hate Marissa because she won't shut up, and she doesn't seem to like me for some reason or another.
And most of this stems from liking Steve, which also pisses me off because he's like blind or something or maybe he just actually hates me.. and liking him makes me feel retarded.
I really do like him and I feel pathetic because it should be so blatantly obvious and
I feel like i'm making a fool out of myself and I don't think he likes me at all.
So, yeah. Angst is my middle name.
Which would make my initials "caw".