Cigarettes and chocolate milk....
Today entailed five and a half hours of shopping with Sean, the perfect locket- and the wrong camera lens. Texting Courtney and wishing I could've gone to OC and helped her out. Knowing she was okay because Sean left to go pick her up from Senior Week and that he will take care of her. It entailed 4 hours of studio time at Century and loathing about every second of it. It was a long car ride home and a much needed shower. It was frustration and emotion. It was- at most, something that triggers a sequence of events- whether it may be friends taking you in, pushing, not understanding, hope and learning, feeling and growing. It was like a day of highschool, but in the summer. It was bittersweet that left an aftertaste in your mouth to remind you that you're still there.
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I'm really tired from tonight, dancing and just being drained. I hope he understands that I'm just exhaughsted and I need to take a day to clear my head and rest my mind. I do want to talk to him, but just not as we speak. I wish some people understood that. But even if they don't, I'm glad some people do.
Some people don't understand this quote. But there are times when this makes perfect sense. And a glimpse of meaning is better than ignorance forever.
never explain yourself. your friends dont need it
and your enemies won't believe it.