May 15, 2008 23:46
Last night really wore me out, and I wish it was because of sex.
I slept really well last night, though. David decided to sleep in the middle, and luckily my bed is big enough to handle three people. I admit that I bought it just because I enjoy all that room when I sleep. I really don't mind having to share with two others (whom I love).
I really don't know what to think about this situation right now. I'm still a bit wrung out from all those emotions that came crashing down. I'm a tad more mellow now, but still raw.
The fistfight David and I got into actually helped release some of that anger that I've had, so I'm thankful that David is still my friend afterwards.
*sighs* Friend. I should be used to thinking that by now, but I'm not. I suppose it's a good thing that he's still my best friend, otherwise I'd really be lost.
I'll just sit here in the sitting room for a while, smoking a doobie chilling out and try to keep a straight head. I keep forgetting that I have my guitar to help me, so I'll just strum it for a while... maybe sing a little, even if David's not in the room yet.
david,
friends,
guitar,
love