Jun 16, 2008 17:19
Right, so. Things are looking better for me, but it's not looking bad for Kate either. Her boyfriend wasn't there this time, so I was able to hold my daughter. Which is good, because it was Father's Day yesterday. I really missed her. Molly was a good girl during it all. It's hard to believe she'll be two soon.
With the boyfriend not there, Kate wasn't as much of a bitch. It was almost like she was back to normal, but she still had this look in her eyes that was telling me that she plans on winning.
I didn't want Liz to come with me this time, because I felt that it really should just be my battle. I want to show Kate that I don't always need someone in my corner, especially someone like David and Billie, because of the whole fame thing. I can win this custody by myself, and for myself... and for Molly. But Liz insisted. I think that was the first actual argument we got into since being together. I actually raised my voice at her, but she is a persistant woman. I figured it was fine that it's just her in the end, because I thought Kate was bringing her boyfriend too.
So, I got to hold Molly for a while. Kate was really glaring daggers when I let Liz hold her, but I said to Kate "If your boyfriend is allowed to hold her, then so is Liz." That shut her up, surprisingly. Molly seemed to like Liz, which frustrated Kate even more.
I really, really wish that Kate didn't have to act this way. I wanted a clean separation, not this public spectacle.
*starts strumming on guitar* Well, at least I have the rest of the day off to relax. I hope that David will like to do dinner with me still. And I still want to... hang out with him, like I said I would in the emails.
kate,
love,
emo,
liz,
molly