Emailing David
From: evilmastersimm@yahoo.com
To: kandyking_10@yahoo.com
Subject: Hey, Crazy Candy Boy
How are you? How's Billie? Is she feeling any better? I don't know if you're at your computer right now or not, but I figured I should send you an email anyway. I'm finding it hard to sleep tonight for some reason. I slept a little after I got off the phone with Liz, but I woke up two hours later for some reason, and now I can't get back to sleep. I think something outside woke me.
I got Liz a few gifts, and I thought: why don't I get David something too? So, first thing tomorrow during my first break, I'm going hunting for a gift for you. Hopefully I can find you something you'll like.
I do realize that my feelings for Liz have been growing, but I'm still a little scared because it's still quite new. I just hope I haven't been going too fast with things, I know how that can screw up a relationship fast. But there are times when I can't stop thinking about her, even when I'm trying to concentrate on work. There are times when I do think about you too, and Molly. And then I think about how you and Billie will be having twins, and that maybe some day Liz and I will have a kid, and that would make four. Four of us and four kids. Well, unless Kate wins custody of Molly. Although, I'm sure that I'll at least get to see Molly for a few days a week.
I would like to talk to you about things via mobile, but it's been hard for me to do that lately. I don't want you thinking that I'm being weird about it, but I do still have feelings for you. I'm sure you know this. It's, as you said to me before, not as strong as they were before, but they're still there. And I love Liz to death right now. I do believe, with all my heart, that a person can love two people at the same time. Of course, it's not the same level of love, but it's there. And I really am tempted to hit the back button now, but I'm not because this feels like it's my only chance to say it. Of course I have told you before, face to face, and you didn't seem to mind, so I don't know what I'm worried about.
Anyway, have you two decided yet on the date of your wedding? I don't remember if you told me yet. And do you know the due date for when your twins will be born?
Also, how do you feel about when we move to London that we rent out one of those condos (I think it's called) where one of us can live on the top and one on the bottom? I'll take the top flat, thank you very much; you can have the bottom. Although, when I have my band over I might make too much noise... either way. But that's up to you.
Email me back when you can, okay? Sorry for blabbing.
-John ♥
To: kandyking_10@yahoo.com
Subject: Hey, Crazy Candy Boy
How are you? How's Billie? Is she feeling any better? I don't know if you're at your computer right now or not, but I figured I should send you an email anyway. I'm finding it hard to sleep tonight for some reason. I slept a little after I got off the phone with Liz, but I woke up two hours later for some reason, and now I can't get back to sleep. I think something outside woke me.
I got Liz a few gifts, and I thought: why don't I get David something too? So, first thing tomorrow during my first break, I'm going hunting for a gift for you. Hopefully I can find you something you'll like.
I do realize that my feelings for Liz have been growing, but I'm still a little scared because it's still quite new. I just hope I haven't been going too fast with things, I know how that can screw up a relationship fast. But there are times when I can't stop thinking about her, even when I'm trying to concentrate on work. There are times when I do think about you too, and Molly. And then I think about how you and Billie will be having twins, and that maybe some day Liz and I will have a kid, and that would make four. Four of us and four kids. Well, unless Kate wins custody of Molly. Although, I'm sure that I'll at least get to see Molly for a few days a week.
I would like to talk to you about things via mobile, but it's been hard for me to do that lately. I don't want you thinking that I'm being weird about it, but I do still have feelings for you. I'm sure you know this. It's, as you said to me before, not as strong as they were before, but they're still there. And I love Liz to death right now. I do believe, with all my heart, that a person can love two people at the same time. Of course, it's not the same level of love, but it's there. And I really am tempted to hit the back button now, but I'm not because this feels like it's my only chance to say it. Of course I have told you before, face to face, and you didn't seem to mind, so I don't know what I'm worried about.
Anyway, have you two decided yet on the date of your wedding? I don't remember if you told me yet. And do you know the due date for when your twins will be born?
Also, how do you feel about when we move to London that we rent out one of those condos (I think it's called) where one of us can live on the top and one on the bottom? I'll take the top flat, thank you very much; you can have the bottom. Although, when I have my band over I might make too much noise... either way. But that's up to you.
Email me back when you can, okay? Sorry for blabbing.
-John ♥