Nov 27, 2007 01:08
I had a dream recently where I was feeling down. Disco was at a table with me and we were discussing how things just aren't working in our favor. The last words I spoke echoed like prophecy and Disco nodded in understanding...
Thumbs of Death Sprout from my Hands of the Future...
Thanks for being there for me in dreamland Disco. I didn't feel better when I woke up but I didn't feel worse either.
Hate to hear that you are losing access to good conversation Matt, even if its self imposed. I too feel that way.
Someone today asked me what I do when I go home. I jokingly said I wait for Death but I think I actually do.
I had Thanksgiving at an artist couple's house. There was art and sculpture everywhere. It made me more sad and unfulfilled than I've felt in a while... only in the sense that I want to give that presence.
Another year gone, another foot in the grave.