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I think I must be destined to be single forever and ever...Amen.
I called John last Thursday because he'd said we should go out on Friday and he said he was too busy.
Then yesterday he rang me in the morning and asked me to meet him in the mall and like quarter to 2 coz i didn't finish school until 1:30. Me, Nikki and Sara went shopping for a bit coz we ended up finishing at one and then when i got to the place i was supposed to meet him he rang me and said he couldnt get there until 3 o'clock. I mean if he knew he might be late why didn't he call me earlier. It annoyed the fuck out of me coz Nikki was gonna wait in the city for me and i was gonna go back to her house..so I said i couldn't wait that long and he like begged me. Then he said he'd be there at 2:30 so i said i'd wait til then. 10 minutes later he calls me back and says he can't get there til 3...so i told him we'd have to make it another day.
I mean we aren't even going out and he's messing me around...Grrr guys are stressful...lol
I've been having really really weird dreams again...and i mean really really weird. Last night it was that these 2 girls had taken all my personal information and publicised it. They put it on the radio and then within the next week my whole life was being broadcast all over the world and no one understood why I was upset by it.
and everyone I knew was different...like they weren't themselves and I was so angry that I was just smashing things and stuff:-S
Then suddenlt i was on this big road where people were walking..like hundreds of people and i was begging them for help and they all just looked away.
The weirdest part was that I asked someone for help and when they turned around it was Laura and she said she couldn't help me. But i kept begging her and eventually the guy next to me goes "This isn't real is it?" and other people started saying similar things.
Then i woke up..and realised it was just a dream. But when i went outside everyone was looking at me weirdly..because it was like we'd all had the same dream..
fucked up or what?
lol
It's Nikki's bday on Sunday and so Sat night we are going out for dinner with our mums and then meeting some friends at The Mars Bar, which is a gaybar for all of you that don't know...lol
Weird I know that our mums are taking us there but apparently it's just really cool:-P
anyways i've talked enough shit, xoxo
I called John last Thursday because he'd said we should go out on Friday and he said he was too busy.
Then yesterday he rang me in the morning and asked me to meet him in the mall and like quarter to 2 coz i didn't finish school until 1:30. Me, Nikki and Sara went shopping for a bit coz we ended up finishing at one and then when i got to the place i was supposed to meet him he rang me and said he couldnt get there until 3 o'clock. I mean if he knew he might be late why didn't he call me earlier. It annoyed the fuck out of me coz Nikki was gonna wait in the city for me and i was gonna go back to her house..so I said i couldn't wait that long and he like begged me. Then he said he'd be there at 2:30 so i said i'd wait til then. 10 minutes later he calls me back and says he can't get there til 3...so i told him we'd have to make it another day.
I mean we aren't even going out and he's messing me around...Grrr guys are stressful...lol
I've been having really really weird dreams again...and i mean really really weird. Last night it was that these 2 girls had taken all my personal information and publicised it. They put it on the radio and then within the next week my whole life was being broadcast all over the world and no one understood why I was upset by it.
and everyone I knew was different...like they weren't themselves and I was so angry that I was just smashing things and stuff:-S
Then suddenlt i was on this big road where people were walking..like hundreds of people and i was begging them for help and they all just looked away.
The weirdest part was that I asked someone for help and when they turned around it was Laura and she said she couldn't help me. But i kept begging her and eventually the guy next to me goes "This isn't real is it?" and other people started saying similar things.
Then i woke up..and realised it was just a dream. But when i went outside everyone was looking at me weirdly..because it was like we'd all had the same dream..
fucked up or what?
lol
It's Nikki's bday on Sunday and so Sat night we are going out for dinner with our mums and then meeting some friends at The Mars Bar, which is a gaybar for all of you that don't know...lol
Weird I know that our mums are taking us there but apparently it's just really cool:-P
anyways i've talked enough shit, xoxo