Ugh I friggen HATE people...
So I'm updating from Marla's computer... I got up at 6:30 this morning, showered, got ready, went to Dunkin Donuts, swaggered into the pharmacy...to find the other tech already there.
vkjekfjwklfjwkl I am so irritated. I know it's mostly my fault cuz I forgot to look at the schedule before leaving yesterday... Ann happened to mention that Jen was working tomorrow cuz Traci took off and I was like, ohh yeah - I guess that would make sense why in her IM it sounded like we WEREN'T working together this weekend... But since I'm so used to just always opening on Sundays I didn't even think to look if she had staked out a time for herself...
So actually, let me amend my story up there. I got up at 6:30 and called the hospital to check if I was supposed to be opening cuz I overheard bob tell someone yesterday he was coming in at 6:30. So I figured he'd answer.
No, of course not. And I secretly knew that anyway. But I was hoping when he recognized the ring of an outside line he'd pick up. Ughhhhh if he had just ANSWERED none of this would have happened.
So now cuz I'm already caffinated and Adderalled up, I can't even go back to sleep if I WANTED to. (Not that I was ever able to anyway...) And what pisses me off the most is that I had made plans to go Christmas shopping in Danbury when I got off with Maureen and Marla and now I can't because I'm gonna be staying until 5:30 and that's a pretty late start... I dunno - I guess I'll figure it out later...
Oh and did I mention that the commute to the hospital is like 20 mins each way -- and that's with no traffic. Ugh!! So I just got home and I potentially have to leave again in an hour anyway. I was actually so irriated with myself that I started crying as I left the hospital. I haven't had an episode of that self-loathing in a long time and it startled me - haha... But it's all good now. Except for my lingering irritation.
And you know - I even thought about it and I was like...When Jen and I used to work together, I'd ALWAYS open on Sundays anyway unless she called me to say otherwise... And in her defense, she prob didn't call me cuz she figured I'd see it on Saturday when I was in but phhht I'm too stupid for that.
Oh wells. At least I have my new Pharmacy-related bling to ogle and ooh over for the 23813810th time while I'm trying to chill out. (This is my new school ring I'm talking about btw - it's so CUTE!! AND IT HAS A MORTAR AND PESTLE ON IT!!!!! LOLOLOL)
Ok, I'm gonna have to make my next entry happy again. While the Lj rants are quite therapeutic, it's not fun if that's all anyone reads from me is anger and random *wow I haven't updated in 21 years*'s.
vkjekfjwklfjwkl I am so irritated. I know it's mostly my fault cuz I forgot to look at the schedule before leaving yesterday... Ann happened to mention that Jen was working tomorrow cuz Traci took off and I was like, ohh yeah - I guess that would make sense why in her IM it sounded like we WEREN'T working together this weekend... But since I'm so used to just always opening on Sundays I didn't even think to look if she had staked out a time for herself...
So actually, let me amend my story up there. I got up at 6:30 and called the hospital to check if I was supposed to be opening cuz I overheard bob tell someone yesterday he was coming in at 6:30. So I figured he'd answer.
No, of course not. And I secretly knew that anyway. But I was hoping when he recognized the ring of an outside line he'd pick up. Ughhhhh if he had just ANSWERED none of this would have happened.
So now cuz I'm already caffinated and Adderalled up, I can't even go back to sleep if I WANTED to. (Not that I was ever able to anyway...) And what pisses me off the most is that I had made plans to go Christmas shopping in Danbury when I got off with Maureen and Marla and now I can't because I'm gonna be staying until 5:30 and that's a pretty late start... I dunno - I guess I'll figure it out later...
Oh and did I mention that the commute to the hospital is like 20 mins each way -- and that's with no traffic. Ugh!! So I just got home and I potentially have to leave again in an hour anyway. I was actually so irriated with myself that I started crying as I left the hospital. I haven't had an episode of that self-loathing in a long time and it startled me - haha... But it's all good now. Except for my lingering irritation.
And you know - I even thought about it and I was like...When Jen and I used to work together, I'd ALWAYS open on Sundays anyway unless she called me to say otherwise... And in her defense, she prob didn't call me cuz she figured I'd see it on Saturday when I was in but phhht I'm too stupid for that.
Oh wells. At least I have my new Pharmacy-related bling to ogle and ooh over for the 23813810th time while I'm trying to chill out. (This is my new school ring I'm talking about btw - it's so CUTE!! AND IT HAS A MORTAR AND PESTLE ON IT!!!!! LOLOLOL)
Ok, I'm gonna have to make my next entry happy again. While the Lj rants are quite therapeutic, it's not fun if that's all anyone reads from me is anger and random *wow I haven't updated in 21 years*'s.