Dec 10, 2004 16:58
here it came what i was afraid of..now i feel the way i was scared ill feel.no..actually i knew it cant be diffarent.now im escaping.now im scared...am i?..or maybe im just pretending..i hope i can handle it on my own..i really care.and maybe not.i want us to be happy.but i dont know whats now..i need some time?i wonder if it will change something..i dont know nothing...gotta listen to myself..