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gosh...how sad...but how true...here i am at my self pittiness point again..but i think this time its with a reason...sadly i can see,that no one really cares about me...or can give enough emotional support to me,that i wont feel so...no its no depression...its...just my life...my friends(if thats how i supposed to call 'em..)just dont really care...people who maybe care...think that i dont want them around...or maybe i just let everyone go...its just that...-no one can see me as i am-...and this is really sad...it makes me feel uneedable...i wonder if someone will care in the long run if something will happen to me...im not talking as a disturbed teen with suicide wishes...nothing like that...its just...ill try to keep waitin' till somebody will come...and pull me out of this...i wonder how much time ill hold on...cause right now..its really painfull...or maybe i wasn't bulit for all of this...