God?
so i went to a christian fellowship meeting today. just something about being in a room full of devoted christians make me feel out of place. I've never been one to show the religious side of me so i felt kind of lost. when jonathon and them were singing about God, i had this sudden urge to burst into tears... i dont know why but lately i've been talking to God a lot. maybe its the thing with steven's parents. i just wish he actually responded in words rather than signs. would make me a little more stress free. = \ sucks for me i guess. just too much stuff has been in my mind lately. GAAH!!!