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lately i just have to keep telling myself that soon things are going to be different, better.
i will be going to valley view in august. new people. new.."vibe" i guess. i finally get away from all those people ive been going to school with forever.
i'm turning 16 and getting a car in just 3 or 4 months. that means freedom. that means that when i want to leave somewhere, or go somewhere, i CAN, when i WANT TO. that means that i'm not stranded at my house waiting for something to do, someone to do, waiting for someone to come get me.
that also means that if i want to sneak up on someone, check up on them and make sure they are doing what they are supposed to, I CAN. how friggin AWESOME.
and i'll probably be getting a job, too. which means money. and money, is good.
i will be going to valley view in august. new people. new.."vibe" i guess. i finally get away from all those people ive been going to school with forever.
i'm turning 16 and getting a car in just 3 or 4 months. that means freedom. that means that when i want to leave somewhere, or go somewhere, i CAN, when i WANT TO. that means that i'm not stranded at my house waiting for something to do, someone to do, waiting for someone to come get me.
that also means that if i want to sneak up on someone, check up on them and make sure they are doing what they are supposed to, I CAN. how friggin AWESOME.
and i'll probably be getting a job, too. which means money. and money, is good.