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greeting:
i have been thinking alot lately.. at the end of this lease i have blinsidingly entered i wanted to move out of the state fuck florida for atleast a year.... i am thinking texas or tennesee.. who knows..
yes that is what i shall do i am leaning towards texas but i need to research that alittle more.. but i want to experience somehting different..
i miss my dad alot.. i hate being this far away from him and audra and the comforts of "home"
i miss dug.. and knowing that when him and i were together there was really nothnig we could not overcome or do.. i wish he lived here in this place with me.. or that he could make this move with me at the end of this year..
i found someone o buy my shitty car for a good amount of money .. only problem is i kinda don't want to sell it.. i have become pretty attached to it..
the tattoo on my right arm i like .. the tattoo on my left arm i drew out and liked and it held it's own meaning to me..however it holds another older meaning that i was unaware of and never saw before.. but everyone that sees it now points out the similarities of it to the "kabolla" (spl?) symbol... eternally foreverness and reincarnation and all that somethign i do not believe in so i am trying to decide if i want to cover it up or tell ppl to fuck off it holds its own meaning to me.. if i choose to cover it up it will be very difficult
i think for st. patty's day instead of getting wasted i am goign to stop drinking in excess.. take it back to a rare occassion kinda thing..
i have someone i really want to be with and i know from a few years back but she lives in texas (not the reason i want to move there but would be an added bonus).. i hate that things that seem so right can be so far away.. i guess i tmaes you wonder..
well i am tired of writing.. so i am off to bed..before i go i will give you a shorter re cap in case you kinda skimmed threw this and did not catch everything..
BRIEF SUMMARY:
i'm moving at the end of this year, out of state
i miss my dad and i miss dug
i want to cover a tattoo on my left wrist do to symbolic disputes
setimently attached to the car i could now sell...
that's about it goodnight to all of you who i probably hate anyway and to those of you who know i hate you and to the few of you that i kinda sorta like-
austin powell
i have been thinking alot lately.. at the end of this lease i have blinsidingly entered i wanted to move out of the state fuck florida for atleast a year.... i am thinking texas or tennesee.. who knows..
yes that is what i shall do i am leaning towards texas but i need to research that alittle more.. but i want to experience somehting different..
i miss my dad alot.. i hate being this far away from him and audra and the comforts of "home"
i miss dug.. and knowing that when him and i were together there was really nothnig we could not overcome or do.. i wish he lived here in this place with me.. or that he could make this move with me at the end of this year..
i found someone o buy my shitty car for a good amount of money .. only problem is i kinda don't want to sell it.. i have become pretty attached to it..
the tattoo on my right arm i like .. the tattoo on my left arm i drew out and liked and it held it's own meaning to me..however it holds another older meaning that i was unaware of and never saw before.. but everyone that sees it now points out the similarities of it to the "kabolla" (spl?) symbol... eternally foreverness and reincarnation and all that somethign i do not believe in so i am trying to decide if i want to cover it up or tell ppl to fuck off it holds its own meaning to me.. if i choose to cover it up it will be very difficult
i think for st. patty's day instead of getting wasted i am goign to stop drinking in excess.. take it back to a rare occassion kinda thing..
i have someone i really want to be with and i know from a few years back but she lives in texas (not the reason i want to move there but would be an added bonus).. i hate that things that seem so right can be so far away.. i guess i tmaes you wonder..
well i am tired of writing.. so i am off to bed..before i go i will give you a shorter re cap in case you kinda skimmed threw this and did not catch everything..
BRIEF SUMMARY:
i'm moving at the end of this year, out of state
i miss my dad and i miss dug
i want to cover a tattoo on my left wrist do to symbolic disputes
setimently attached to the car i could now sell...
that's about it goodnight to all of you who i probably hate anyway and to those of you who know i hate you and to the few of you that i kinda sorta like-
austin powell