Apr 03, 2009 07:37
o/" ...suicide is painless, o/"
o/" It brings on many changes o/"
o/" And I can take or leave it if I please. o/"
No, I'm not suicidal, completely zen actually. I have a job, for now, until sometime in August. I'm scared shitless, yes, but there's nothing I can do to stop my job from being outsourced. That being said, I plan to make my last few months enjoyable and make people smile up until the end, be it by pointing things out to coworkers about things the Filipinos will have to deal with or taking my desk, corner of the call center, entire section of the call center, and turning it into the 4077 M*A*S*H complete with the mesh camouflage.
This does stall all the things I have been planning, to a degree, I probably won't be able to go visit the love of my life this year, but hopefully we can still have her come up here. I'm not going to stop helping her like I have been and I'll just have to find something better. I am invincible though and the world won't hold me down, it won't keep me down, I will rise up and fight back against the hardships that are pushing their way into my life.
So now, I leave you with a song.
Through early morning fog I see
Visions of the things to be,
The pains that are withheld for me,
I realize and I can see...
That suicide is painless,
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please.
The game of life is hard to play,
I'm going to loose it anyway,
The loosin' card I'll someday lay;
So this is all I have to say...
That suicide is painless,
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please.
The only way to win is cheat
And lay it down before I'm beat
And to another give my seat
For that's the only painless feat.
That suicide is painless,
It brings on many changes
And I can take or leave it if I please.
And you can do the same thing if you please.
work,
zen,
m*a*s*h,
layoff,
life,
4077