Random thoughts about friendship
I know I should be writing my final dissertation, but I really needed to write an entry, too many thoughts in my mind, they need to get outta here...
Sooooo.... last night I got the confirmation I needed... Good Charlotte sang it and I couldnì't agree more with them, "some friends become enemies"... the funny thing is that when I first listened to this song (which fyi is called "Movin' on", go check it out, awesome song really) I thought this little thing was very wise, but I was referring it to someone who totally didn't deserve it...I guess at the time I was so naive that "enemy" had a totally different meaning to me... Now everything's changed...I think I did change...you know, I used to be a very sweet girl who could barely think having enemies and now here I am, still a good girl I think, but mean when the situation calls for it... and you know what? Since I started being a bit meaner I do live better...I feel better, like I don't need to pretend anymore... I know I sound cynical, but this is the truth....
Of course, I can't forget the fact that lately I've me some of the most amazing people ever and I thank God everyday for this, but I realized that I do behave differently with my friends than I did before... I guess being fooled twice has made me a bit suspicious about everyone....
Alright, end of this messy, nonensical entry.... gotta write a final dissertation here....