Warning: Dean harshing inside
Dear Dean,
Look, I know your life kind of sucks. since. um. always? And you were generally my favorite character through the seasons. But YOU think you're done? We are this close to be done, forever and ever. Seriously. I am NOT AMUSED.
Just, you are not the guy I feel in love with as a character in prior seasons. The one whose reaction to Sam maybe killing a guy in Born Under a Bad Sign was destroying the evidence. The guy who was scared of how far he'd go for his family, the guy who sold his soul for Sam.
You're so yo-yo back and forth lately with Sam - you're engaged, you're checked out, you're engaged, you're checked out. You couldn't last a week with Sam dead, and after four months of being dead to Sam you come back to find out that while you were gone Sam (a) tried to open the Devil's Gate and (b) attempted to sell his soul to any bidder... and then you punch Sam a couple times and say if you didn't know Sam he would hunt him (aka murder him?!) when you find out Sam has been non-dealing by using his powers. So, you know, good start with the healing! Sam will totally open up to you now!
Last episode you were all, "take it however you want", judge-y and checked out yet again. And now you're "tired" and decide to go lock Sam up for his own good, I'm sure, though mostly because you can't be bothered to actually deal with Sam as a person. Season 2!you would have locked yourself in the room with him at least. The Dean I loved would have tried harder to reach him.
And OH MY GOD I really hope that the episode clips from the trailer were taken out of context, because if you seriously play Daddy, all, "if you leave, don't come back" then we are broken up. PERMANENTLY. You will have killed my motherfucking show, you bastard.
no love,
silvia
P.S. tell your non-buddy Castiel that he was really kind of a dick to his poor vessel & family in this episode. (Also, he needs >3 expressions. It didn't bother me for the first few episodes, but it's getting old now.) I think me & Castiel are broken up already (so sad! the love I once had is evaporating!) - but there is still hope for yoooooou!